..i wrote this elsewhere..

i have a new mantra:

"It doesn't matter anymore."

but, its not working that well. stupid mantra. stupid self. stupid life. i'm stupid (have i mentioned that?). i'm still not really over her. but i'm pretty sure she's over me. and it hurts. and i'm just very very stupid. i should just never let myself get attached to people.

excuse me while i go bash my head into the wall..