i just drank a glass of kool-aid really quickly and now i feel like i'm going to throw up. ugh.

both of the bosses were gone today, so work didn't suck in the slightest. basically, we just played around all day. we had chair races, we hid tolin's bottle of water, we threw stuff at each other, and much, much talking happened.

kate and i even had a conversation that was a bit serious. if you'd like, i'll tell you about it. if you wouldn't like, i'll tell you about it anyway, you just don't need to read it.

right. anyway.

i've been a bit depressed lately (no, really?), and i was talking with kate and she asked me what was wrong. i told her i was depressed, though i wasn't sure why i was feeling that way, and we talked a little bit about if i should see someone for it, to maybe get some medication or something. which i refused, since i'm not really keen on medication nor doctors. she suggested just having someone to talk to and whatnot. which, actually seems like a good idea. unless i had to pay them, which isn't high on my lists of favorites. truthfully, talking kate even helped just a little bit.

oh, and i don't remember how this other conversation started, but i came out to kate. huh.

music: our lady peace '4am'