so tonight mom and i were sitting outside (damn it was nice out) watching our dog run around the yard doing dog stuff like playing in the rose bush and eating grass. we then realized that our dog is old. we got her the summer before i started 6th grade, so i would have been 9. i'll be 19 in november, and our dog was at least older than a year when we got her. so. she's old. even though she's still as spazy as she was when she was younger.

she's having a problem with her eye. we're not sure if its cuz she's old, or if its from one of our cats attacking her or if she poked herself in the eye with the rose bush.

it's not cool. but i love her. even if she is a crazy old dog.

so, mom's current (though i don't know if they're still seeing each other. i heard part of a phone conversation between them. blah blah blah. whatever) boyfriend seems to think that i don't like him. i've only known him since friday night and we're now a few minutes into wednesday.

he trys to hard to get me to like him. and that just makes me dislike him even more because that's one trait i can't stand in people. you know, its just like "shit man, just be yourself and stop sucking up".

when i don't like someone its obvious because i'm quite vocal about it. even mom said so. here's a few examples:

1) ken - i blew up in his face when i found out he was moving in with us. there was much swearing involved.

2) tony - oo, there were two for this one. a) pumpkin seed/inside goo stuff fight. and not like a fun/joking around type of fight. but a fuck-you type of fight. b) whenever he was around, i would get pissed off and stuff. he was a complete ass.

on a brighter note, i'm redoing the walls of my room. i'm taking down my posters of slipknot and kittie and putting up maps and pictures from national geographic.

for some reason i want to paint my room red, but i don't know if i'll do it. i have to talk to jase and crap about it. so. who knows.

well, i might be getting a car. kim said she's sell me her car if i want it and stuff. junkboy and i checked it out today. it seems to be running good. but it needs new tires and either recharge the battery or get a new one. kim said that it was spewing white smoke, but when we ran it today, there was no smoke.

so, i kinda hope i'll get the car.

.wigglestick.