i have been so unproductive today. i can't wait til classes start, then i'll have something fun (for me) to do.

does listening to music all day count as productive? no? well, damn. my music listening pretty much went like this : Nirvana, Ani, Ani, Bonfire Madigan, Ani, Anti-flag, Cowboy Junkies, Crash Hall Dancers, some punk mix tape, Nirvana, and now Ani.

i did complain to mom about the fact that the zoo here doesn't have any penguins or polar bears. because, you see, i love penguins and polar bears.

mom didn't care though. she just nodded and smiled and asked what i wanted for dinner (i had a bagel. tasty). so i just turned up the stereo (we were driving around), drank my rasberry iced tea, stared out the window and babbled about the stupidity of cops, the fact that the zoo closes too damn early, and tried to convince mom that its not nice of her to get mad at me when i call the zoo a bastard for the previously mentioned item.

damn zoo.

oh, mom and i almost got in an accident. cuz she can't drive. but, we're okay, and she's stupid, and i nagged her about it like a good daughter.

know what else? damn telemarketers. they always wake me up. i don't care if they want to help us save money on long distance. practically everytime i call long distance, i use a calling card anyway.

so, i guess i should hook the answering machine back up. because then the damn machine will pick up and i'll only have to hear 4 rings instead of fifty. i mean, come on! don't call at noon! i'll have only been asleep for at least 6 hours. stupid insomnia..

there are times when i do pick up because i want them to leave me alone. it's never anyone i want to talk to, because they're all either at work (or if they're smart) or still asleep.

and mom knows better than to call before 3 or else i'll promptly hang up on her and go back to bed.

i'm restless while i sleep, so i need the hours i can get. if i can even get any.

i did find my shakespeare hat. which is good, because i couldn't find it. it was hanging on my art easel. and the easel is right in plain sight. but, whatever. i found my hat, and now i'm wearing it, cuz its lovely.